..this morning.. :(

"...if only it was just a bad dream.."

huh ! i hate to have this stupid thing on my head , everyday, since 3 days ago .. :(

i thought i was a princess in the fairytale when he said , "come back to me.." .. YEAH , and then i promised to my self , will never leave him anymore .. i promised that our relationship must be better !

but , look at ourselves now .. what a silly relationship ! many friends told me that .. and i could just say: "he is my bf .. this is our relationship .. we enjoy this so much !" .. and then they said , "you've just lied to ur self .. i'm sure!"

have i lied to my self ? no ! if i said that before 3 days ago .. coz now we've had big problem .. and i didn't know why he became very angry ..

it hurts to let me don't know what i've made ..